“They were on their way up to Jerusalem, with Jesus leading the way, and the disciples were astonished, while those who followed were afraid.“ – Mark 10:32 NIV
When following Jesus, expect to be simultaneously astonished and afraid.
With Jesus leading the way to Germany in September, I was out of my depth and homesick. I was a part of a team that was invited to participate in two events whose primary purpose was to aid in equipping the Persian Diaspora there. Fear — or what I’ll call vulnerability — is essential for shaping our character, though always uncomfortable.
“Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God.” — Corrie Ten Boom
I’ve learned to trust Jesus because he daily leads me to places where I am vulnerable and must rely on him. It’s in those times and places where he reveals more of himself and his glory. It’s the best part of running the play.
And each fresh revelation is always astonishing!
In another act of the Father’s generosity of Spirit, he molds and shapes us more and more into his Son’s likeness. Our transformation is a miracle of his will and power, not yours or mine.
Astonishing, indeed.
As a card-carrying member of the introvert club, the long journey home from Germany, via planes, trains, and automobiles, afforded me the space to process the experience. I began to understand that what I witnessed was a modern-day version of the first few chapters of the book of Acts.
Recent converts to Christianity from Islam, these brothers and sisters in Christ were persecuted and scattered for their faith. Their hunger for truth resembles the first-century church, which includes an understanding of and desire for prayer that testifies to their strong faith and trust in Jesus. Now, thanks to my Iranian family, when I read Acts, I see and hear as never before.
With Jesus leading the way, our choices, relationships, work, and creativity become a part of God’s larger story. They are part of the raw materials of new creation, not just private acts of piety.
Because of Jesus’s resurrection, we can live with resilient hope, even in the face of suffering or loss, knowing nothing done with him, in love, is wasted. It will somehow be woven into God’s final renewal.
Running the play is just another way of saying, “With Jesus leading the way.”
“There’s a fine line between faith and irresponsibility, and at times it’s almost impossible to see.” — Carey Nieuwhof
Run the play, embrace vulnerability … and be prepared to be astonished by transformation.
💬 Finding Our Place in the Story
When has following Jesus recently made you feel vulnerable? How did that moment stretch your trust in him?
What astonished you about God this past week? Did it come through Scripture, prayer, or the witness of others?
Where might Jesus be leading you right now that feels risky or uncomfortable — and how can your community join you in prayer as you “run the play”?
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